Just plain aggravated...

Good grief!! I woke up on the wrong side of my bed. Since getting sober 2 years ago and suffering one relapse, I have been trying real hard to "do things differently." In the mornings I start out with my prayers and meditations and some big book. I did not really do that. I had this thought while drinking my coffee and my husband was watching the news. (I hate watching the news first thing in the morning, it really puts me in a bad frame of mind.) I thought to myself, that maybe it is ok to do things differently now, that I don't have to be so rigid in my recovery routine. Well, judging by the way my morning feels right now, I need a "do-over". So, I am going to do just that. I will be back. Sober.