Thursday, September 19, 2013

A New Routine

Now that I have admitted that I am powerless and have accepted that I just can't ever drink AT ALL-EVER, I am working on my steps with a sponsor and getting a new routine. Just over a week ago, I hadn't any kind of routine. And that left we feeling rather restless and aimless. So now realize I have to develop a healthy and balanced routine. It will have to include very regular AA meetings and daily prayers and meditations as well as exercise of some sort and of course taking care of the rest of the stuff like uh...housework, cooking, having fun. This last one is a bit tricky. How to have fun. I don't know a whole lot about having fun: sober. Use to be that having fun was a bottle of wine with another in reserve and a night of watching Housewives and Sex and the City. That was fun until it became very scary when I would inevitably run out of booze or decide that I really needed to pick a fight with my husband at around 2am. I am stumped. All so new.

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