What a difference...

What a difference a sponsor makes in the life of recovery. It doesn't take much for my mind to go off on tangents. When I do it is like I can't stop! I start awfulizing everything. Then I want to start making drastic moves, calls, etc. Before I had a sponsor I would just try and run the show on my own. I believe it was a case of my fixing the problem with the problem. Good Golly!!! How on earth did I really expect to get any better? So today..I did something radical. I went to my local AA meeting club where much to my delight alot of people were there and someone had cooked and it was wonderful. My sponsor was there and I told her I needed to talk to her when I got off of work and she was so sweet and willing. I did talk to her and am doing everything that she suggests. I felt much better. pheww..And the saying is: it works if you work it.